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"Blackburn's Lady" was first published in the 2000 World Fantasy
Convention Program Book, El Dia de los
Muertos,
in Corpus Christi,
Texas. It was also published as the chapbook Blackburn's
Lady by Subterranean Press in 2001 (Cover Art by John Picacio;
Interior Design by Tim Holt).
This story is
dedicated to my Ax Nelson bandmates -- Ben Armendariz, Cameron
Gordon, and Efraim Armendariz.
"Blackburn's
Lady" Copyright 2000 by Bradley Denton. Please do not post
or publish any part of this story without the author's
permission.
Blackburn's Lady
by Bradley Denton
***
para Ben, Cameron, y Efraim
***
Working on the roof of what would become Port Isabel
Bait & Grocery wasn't too bad. Sure, the stuff on the radio was
awful -- it was political ads, "Muskrat Love," and "Disco Duck" over
and over again -- but Blackburn didn't mind. The fall weather was
clear and warm, and the view eastward across the Laguna Madre was
entertaining. Blackburn was able to nail shingles and watch for
dolphins at the same time. Once or twice an hour, he saw some. They
played in the wakes of powerboats or raced alongside sailboats,
leaping up in perfect arcs and then vanishing without a splash.
There always seemed to be two of them, as if they were lifelong
partners.
Blackburn had been thinking about partnership a lot
lately, so he took frequent breaks to go down into the store for a
Dr Pepper. He wasn't all that thirsty, because it was only eighty
degrees up on the roof. But Laura was in the store getting the place
ready for her Halloween party tonight. And although she had already
turned him down fifty or sixty times, the good humor of her refusals
only encouraged him. Blackburn thought she knew it, too.
She was standing on a stepladder in the center of
the empty floor when he came inside for the tenth time at 4:15. Her
back was to him, so he stood in the doorway for a while and admired
the fit of her jeans and T-shirt.
"Cut that out," she said without looking back. She
was pushing a thumbtack into a ceiling tile and having trouble
getting it to stay. A cardboard skeleton dangled on a string below
the thumbtack, and it grinned past Laura's ear at
Blackburn.
He came across and stood behind her. "I'll give you
a hand," he said.
"I'll bet you will."
"No, really. I've been pounding nails all day. I bet
I can get that tack in."
"Don't make me turn the hose on you, Jimmy." Laura
pushed the tack home with a grunt, then waved Blackburn back and
came down off the ladder. The cardboard skeleton spun on its string,
its arms and legs swinging.
Blackburn reached past Laura to steady it. It was an
excuse to let his arm brush against her shoulder.
Laura stepped to one side. "Go put on a shirt, for
crying out loud."
"But I'm all hot and sweaty."
"Uh-huh. You're still
on the clock, too. I know it's Sunday, but you have to finish this
afternoon. It's not supposed to rain until after midnight, but
you've only got 'til 5:30
because the party starts at 6:00. Instead of working, though, you've
been down here slurping up soda pop every ten minutes."
Blackburn spread his hands. "It's all done up there.
I'm young and strong, and I drove every one of those nails home.
Each shingle is a snug and perfect fit."
"Hoo boy."
"I just came in to see what I can do for you
next."
Laura rolled her eyes.
"Well, after putting on a shirt, you can
finish nailing up the party lights around the eaves. Take the
stepladder. The other one's too big."
"Gotcha," Blackburn said. "I know all about proper
tool usage."
"That's just about enough." Laura went behind the
counter where the cash register would go. "Look, I don't mean to be
harsh -- but I'm the boss, you're the employee, and I don't want you
making those comments anymore. Okay?"
Blackburn looked at her opal eyes and saw that she
meant it. "Sure," he said. "I'm sorry." He folded up the stepladder
and started toward the door with it.
"Jimmy."
He stopped, his face
burning, and almost didn't look at her. But then he did. He
couldn't not look at
her.
"I'm not mad, all right?" Laura said.
"If you say so." Blackburn squeezed the
stepladder.
Laura brushed her mahogany hair away from her face.
"I just don't want things to get weird, that's all. And I'll tell
you why. I'm opening in a week, and I think I can ask you to stay
on. I want to give it a try, anyhow, because you've been a hard
worker. I couldn't have gotten the place fixed up without
you."
"It's been fun," Blackburn said.
Laura smiled, and Blackburn was thrilled to see it.
"For me too," she said. "Besides, you've been a friend to David --
and he's needed all the friends he can get since our mother and his
dad died. My grandfather was right about you. So, do you think you
might want to be a store clerk and general gofer?"
Blackburn wasn't sure he was the
store-clerk-and-general-gofer type, but he would have considered
being a knife-thrower's assistant if Laura had suggested
it.
"I don't see why not," he said.
"Good." Laura's expression turned serious again.
"But the flirting has to stop."
"You've been flirting back," Blackburn pointed
out.
Laura made
a tsk sound. "I know, but
I'm going to stop too. What are you, sweetie, nineteen?"
"Eighteen and a half. So what?"
"I've got fifteen years on you, that's what. You're
too young for me, kid. Besides, you'll take one look at the girls
here tonight, and then all I'll be is that rotten Ol' Lady Arocho
who doesn't pay you enough."
"You pay me plenty," Blackburn said. "Especially
with the room and board." He took another step toward the door, then
stopped again. "I don't think thirty-three is old."
"I didn't say I was
too old for you, muchacho. I said you were
too young for me."
Blackburn wasn't sure he saw the difference. "I
think the real reason is Billy." He tried not to sound grumpy about
it.
Laura dropped her elbows to the counter and put her
head in her hands. "You're giving me such a headache. Now get going
before I give the clerk-and-gofer job to David. Child-labor laws be
damned."
Blackburn went out to put up the lights. Where he
had grown up they would have been Christmas lights and nothing more,
but things were different down here. People were different. Holidays
were different. Here, Halloween bled into the Day of the Dead, and
folks partied for three days straight if they could.
He liked it here. Seventeen months ago, he had been
heading south with the idea that he would go to Mexico. But his
stolen Ford had broken down in Harlingen, so he had wound up working
from truck farm to truck farm for over a year. And then he had run
out of land at Port Isabel.
At first he had worried that the law would track him
down if he stayed anywhere in the U.S. for more than a few weeks.
But so far nothing had happened. He had a forged Social Security
card and driver's license in the name of "James Baines," and no one
had questioned them. In fact, he thought he could have used his real
name and gotten away with it. After all, the deaths of a sadistic
cop in Kansas and a wife-beater in the Ozarks wouldn't bother too
many people in South Texas.
He looked in through the windows at Laura putting
another skeleton on the wall. Yes, he liked it here a
lot.
#
Blackburn nailed up the last of the lights at the
back of the store, where a concrete patio sloped down to a wooden
pier that extended forty feet northeast into the Laguna. So when he
came down from the stepladder, he walked out to the end of the pier
so he could look back and admire the job he had done on the roof.
But he had to squint. The sun was low enough to touch the shingles
now.
It was too bright, so he turned toward the
southeast, enjoying the salt breeze on his chest, and could see the
white cone of the old lighthouse rising up downshore. He kept
turning, trying to catch more of the breeze coming off the water,
and his gaze followed the three-mile arc of the causeway across to
South Padre Island. He could just make out a few cars scurrying back
and forth like soldier ants. A barge was sliding underneath, heading
north along the Intracoastal Waterway ship channel.
Then the breeze died, leaving a dead-fish odor, so
Blackburn turned to go back up to the store. As he did, he glanced
at Laura's house next door and saw that her half-brother, David, and
her grandfather, Luis, had come outside. They were standing in the
narrow back yard, looking across the Laguna as Blackburn had done.
Luis was leaning on his cane and peering out from under his straw
hat as if trying to see something far away.
David saw Blackburn walking in off the pier and
waved. Blackburn waved back, and David came running over. He met
Blackburn on the patio.
He was a little kid, small for a ten-year-old. He
only came up to Blackburn's waist. He was wearing cut-offs,
flip-flops, and a Batman T-shirt that was two sizes too big. His
hair was straight and black. He looked up at Blackburn and
grinned.
"Did you try to kiss Laura today?" he asked. He had
picked up on Blackburn's desire for Laura almost before Blackburn
had. That had been three and a half weeks ago, and he had been
teasing Blackburn about it ever since.
"Nope," Blackburn said, folding up the stepladder.
He opened the back door to the stockroom and took the stepladder
inside, and David followed him.
"Will you try at the party tonight?" David
asked.
Blackburn propped the
stepladder against the wall next to his cot. Then he looked down at
the grinning boy and tried to put on a stern face. "Let me explain
something. You don't try to kiss a girl. You do
it, or you don't."
"Okay," David said. "So are you going to or
not?"
"It's looking like not."
David's grin faded. "I guess that means you'll go
work for someone else now. Grampa Luis says you've finished the
roof."
"He's right," Blackburn said. "But Laura says I can
maybe work for her in the store."
Immediately, David was grinning again. "So you might
kiss her after all."
"That's up to her."
But David didn't hear that. He was backing outside,
making puckered-lipped faces and smooching sounds.
Blackburn knew it was an invitation to give chase,
so he did. David fled to his back yard, shouting in Spanish to his
grandfather. Blackburn couldn't understand all of it, but he had
picked up enough from the guys at the truck farms to know that David
was telling Luis that Jimmy was staying after all.
Luis turned from the Laguna Madre, and he smiled at
David and nodded to Blackburn as they came running up. Blackburn
nodded back. He and Luis had known each other for two months and
were good friends even though they had never exchanged an
understandable word. Luis spoke no English, and Blackburn couldn't
understand Luis's Spanish. Luis didn't have many teeth left, and he
spoke in a low voice. They had David or Laura translate for them
when it was necessary, but it usually wasn't.
Blackburn had met Luis
by becoming a regular at the Bueno Cafe on Garcia Street. Unlike the
touristy restaurants, the Bueno was the sort of gritty cafe where
working-class men met for breakfast, lunch, and bullshit -- and
there, Blackburn and Luis had forged a language between them that
consisted of coffee, migas, dominoes, and the occasional
cerveza.
Luis had seen something in Blackburn and had
insisted that Laura hire him to help with the repairs on the Bait
& Grocery. So Laura had done so, paying him a hundred and fifty
a week plus room and board. It was a fortune. Of course, she was
also breaking his heart. So there was a downside too.
Luis said something to David, and David
translated.
"He says you'll stay here until your lady takes you
away," David said to Blackburn. Then he frowned. "I think he means
he's glad you're not going."
Luis patted Blackburn's arm, then said something
else.
"He says you should go wash up," David said. "The
party will start soon."
So Blackburn started to go. But then he saw that
Luis was once again gazing off toward South Padre.
"What's he looking at?" Blackburn asked.
"Dolphins?"
David asked Luis, and Luis answered without shifting
his gaze.
"He's expecting someone," David said.
#
Blackburn took a
sponge bath in the stockroom sink and then fell asleep on his cot,
more tired than he had realized from finishing the roof. So the
fiesta was already
underway when he opened the stockroom's inner door and stepped into
the store. He had combed his sandy hair and was wearing a
short-sleeved white shirt and a decent pair of jeans. The shirt was
the only one he owned with buttons, and he hoped Laura would notice
that he had dressed up for the occasion.
A few people were in
the store chatting, but Blackburn didn't know them. So he just
smiled and walked out to the parking lot, where most of Laura's
guests were gathering. There were about twenty so far. Dusk had
fallen, and the parking lot's floodlights and the multicolored bulbs
around the store's eaves were lit. A big pot-bellied guy Blackburn
recognized as a semi-regular at the Bueno Cafe was firing up a
barbecue made from a fifty-five-gallon drum. Conjunto music was blaring
from the speakers in the open doors of one of the pickup trucks
parked off the edge of the pavement, and kids in costume -- mostly
skeletons, with a few vampires and devils -- were running around
squealing. It was shaping up to be a great party.
David, dressed in a red devil suit complete with a
horned hood and a tail, split off from the pack and came running up
to Blackburn. He had the arrow-shaped end of his tail in one hand,
and he pointed it at Blackburn.
"I want your soul!" he said in a deep
devil-voice.
Blackburn grinned. "Too late."
David broke character. "What took you so long? I
wanted to look for you, but Laura wouldn't let me. She said you'd
show up in your own sweet time."
That didn't sound good. "I fell asleep for a while,"
Blackburn said. "But I wouldn't miss your Halloween
party."
"It's a Day of the Dead party, too," David said.
"See all the skeletons?"
"Pretty spooky."
"It's not supposed to
be spooky," David said. "It's
supposed to be fun. Ask Laura."
Blackburn scanned the parking lot. "Where is
she?"
David scowled. "She's with Uncle Billy, getting ice
or something. It's taking them a long time." He looked toward the
house. "I think he might kiss her. You'd better go stop
him."
Blackburn considered it, then gave David a soft
thump on the shoulder. "You're trying to tempt me,
Satan."
David looked up, back in character again. "It's my
job," he growled. "Moohoohahahaa!" Then he ran off in response to a
shout from one of his friends.
More vehicles were arriving now, and several ladies
were bringing Tupperware dishes and aluminum pans to tables at the
northwestern edge of the parking lot. Blackburn was hungry, so he
wandered over, trying not to think that if he walked a few dozen
yards farther, he would be at Laura's house.
The ladies setting out
the food told him to dig in. Others were already digging in too, so
Blackburn accepted a cardboard picnic plate and loaded it with
tamales, guacamole, cabrito, and a couple of
sweet rolls with bone-shaped decorations on top. Kids dove in and
out between the adults, grabbing skull-shaped candies and skeleton
cookies. Some of the ladies shouted at the kids in Spanish --
telling them, Blackburn guessed, to eat something besides sweets,
for God's sake. But the kids paid no attention. They were whirling
like dervishes.
When Blackburn's plate was full, he carried it
around back, thinking that he would sit on the pier to eat. But when
he came around the corner onto the patio, he saw Laura and Billy
standing under the patio floodlight. They were looking out toward
the end of the pier, where Luis was leaning on his cane. Blackburn
almost turned around, but it was too late. Billy was waving him
over.
Blackburn tried not to grimace. Billy owned a Gulf
station in Brownsville, but he showed up here almost every day.
Blackburn didn't like him, but he knew that was only because Billy
was after Laura. And Blackburn couldn't fault him for that. Not as
long as Laura didn't mind. And she didn't seem to. After all, Billy
was about her age.
So Blackburn went on over, trying not to stare at
Laura in her ruffled white blouse and long black skirt. But that
meant he had to look at Billy, who was short but handsome in a
leathery sort of way. He was wearing a charcoal-gray Stetson, a
long-sleeved Western shirt with pearl buttons, a tooled-leather belt
with a big brass buckle, and brand-new Wranglers with snakeskin
boots. Blackburn guessed that Laura wouldn't be impressed with a
short-sleeved shirt with buttons after all.
"Lemme ask you something, Jimmy," Billy said in a
loud drawl. "What d'you figure Grampa Luis is doin' out there? We
hollered at him to come on 'cause the party's startin', and I even
went out and tried to steer him back. But he won't have
it."
"He's expecting someone," Blackburn said. He was
annoyed that Billy had called Luis "Grampa." Billy was Laura's
mother's second husband's younger brother, which made him David's
uncle . . . but he wasn't related to Luis at all. Besides, only
David ought to be allowed to call Luis "Grampa" in any case. Even
Laura didn't do that. It didn't sound respectful coming from an
adult.
Laura didn't seem to notice the transgression. She
just looked worried. "He acts so confused sometimes," she said. "But
he's as stubborn as ever." She looked at Blackburn. "Maybe if you go
talk to him. He likes you."
Blackburn thought about it. "I don't know," he said.
"If he wants to stand out on the pier, what's the harm?"
"He had a stroke last winter," Laura said. "He could
lose his balance. He could fall."
Blackburn looked into her eyes and thought he might
fall himself. So he walked on out to the end of the pier.
Luis glanced at him and nodded. Blackburn nodded
back and offered his plate. Luis took a tamale, shucked the
cornhusk, and took a bite. He made a satisfied noise and then looked
out over the water again.
Blackburn ate a tamale as well, and then a pastry.
It was sugary and sticky. He offered Luis the other one. Luis took
it and made another satisfied noise. Together, they cleaned up the
plate.
"Hey, Jimmy!" Billy yelled from the patio. "You
bringin' him in or not?"
"When he's ready," Blackburn called without looking
back. "I'll just stay and make sure he doesn't fall."
Luis popped a last
morsel of cabrito into his mouth,
then pointed toward South Padre.
Blackburn looked out and saw a light approaching,
gleaming on the water. And as it came closer, he heard the
putt-putt-putt of an old outboard motor.
Laura and Billy joined Luis and Blackburn at the end
of the pier as a low-riding boat pulled up and its motor stopped. It
was a twenty-foot fishing skiff occupied by three men wearing black
jeans, T-shirts that were silk-screened to look like mariachi
outfits, and black baseball caps with the letters FAB in fancy
script. They were surrounded by guitar cases and amplifiers. Luis
threw them a line, and they pulled the boat close and tied
it.
"Oh my God!" Laura said. "It's the Flying Armendariz
Brothers! I didn't think you guys could make it."
One of the Brothers handed up a guitar case, then
clambered onto the pier and turned to receive an amplifier from the
others. "We couldn't," he said to Laura. "But Luis caught us having
lunch at the Bueno last week and said we were spending too much time
playing for tourists. Said if we didn't come, he couldn't be
responsible for the spiritual consequences."
Laura accepted another
guitar case. "So that's why you came? Because my brujo grandfather
threatened to put a curse on you?"
"Not exactly," the Brother said. "Truth is, we just
had a hotel Halloween party yanked out from under us."
"Por
que?"
"Oh, our new drummer stabbed the manager. Only a
flesh wound, but he fired us and had the drummer arrested." The
Brother shook his head. "The man's just vindictive, that's all there
is to it."
Luis took Blackburn's empty plate, and Blackburn
stepped over to help haul up what he guessed was a bass amplifier.
"So what'll you do for a drummer now?" he asked, grunting at the
weight.
A second Brother hopped onto the pier and gave
Blackburn a mock sneer. "Drummer?" he said in an exaggerated accent.
"We don' need no steenking drummer!"
Laura laughed. "Jimmy Baines, these two are Chico
and Bennito. That's Doc in the boat. And you Brothers all know
Billy, don't you?"
It seemed to Blackburn that the Flying Armendariz
Brothers all exchanged a look. And that they were silent for a
moment too long.
"Aye, we know Billy," Doc said then.
"Nice to see you boys," Billy said. "You learned any
Conway Twitty songs yet?"
Chico didn't seem to
hear Billy, but extended his hand to Blackburn. "Que
paso, Jimmy?"
They shook hands, and then Blackburn and Bennito
shook as well. In the boat, Doc tipped his hat and said, "Ah,
Jimmy."
Blackburn couldn't be sure in this light, but he
thought Chico and Bennito had coppery skin and similar features.
Doc, however, seemed to be as light-skinned as Blackburn, and he
looked nothing like the other two. Besides which, he had an uncommon
accent.
Chico and Bennito turned to take another piece of
equipment from Doc, and Blackburn leaned toward Laura.
"How come one of the Armendariz Brothers sounds
Scottish?" he asked.
Laura grabbed Blackburn's arm, pulled him aside, and
said, "We don't ask questions about the Armendariz
Brothers."
Blackburn could appreciate that. He turned back to
Chico and Bennito. "You guys need a roadie for the
night?"
"You're hired," Bennito said. He jumped back into
the boat. "We'll put you in charge of the most valuable piece of
equipment we have." Then he pulled a tarp away from the biggest
metal ice chest Blackburn had ever seen. It looked as if it could
hold a heifer, and it was padlocked.
"The
cerveza!" the Brothers
said in unison.
"Geez, guys," Laura said. "I have a keg out
front."
"So we'll keep this in back until the keg runs out,"
Bennito said. He reached into a pocket and pulled out a key. "And
I'm putting our roadie in charge of beer security. That means you
keep the band supplied in exchange for whatever you feel like
drinking yourself." He tossed the key up to Blackburn. "Or just use
your discretion."
Blackburn caught the key and put it in his pocket.
Then he helped the Brothers heft the enormous ice chest onto the
pier, after which he and Chico grabbed the handles on either end and
lugged it to the patio. Blackburn thought he probably could have
dragged it by himself, but he was glad he didn't have to. They set
it against the wall beside the stockroom door, then joined Bennito,
Doc, Laura, and Billy in carrying the band equipment around
front.
#
There were fifty or sixty people in the parking lot
now, and they all cheered when the Flying Armendariz Brothers began
to set up in front of the store. Blackburn asked the Brothers if
there was anything else he could do to help, but they said they were
fine for now. So Blackburn got out of their way and found himself in
the center of the parking lot beside Laura and Billy.
"Oh, for crying out loud," Laura said. "Grandfather
must still be out on the pier."
"I'll check on him," Blackburn said.
He was glad for the excuse to go. Billy had his arm
around Laura's shoulders, and Blackburn wanted to tear it off and
beat Billy over the head with the wet end. But he knew he didn't
have a good enough reason.
"I'd appreciate it," Laura said. She looked around
at the festivities. "And I don't see David, so I'd better find him
too. He's probably playing hide-and-seek with those kids running
around the cars."
"I'll go with you," Billy said. "I haven't had a
chance to spend any time with the little rascal yet."
Laura and Billy started toward the parked cars, and
Blackburn went around back again. Sure enough, Luis was still at the
end of the pier, looking out over the water. But he wasn't alone.
The devil-suited David was with him, tugging at his
elbow.
"Hey, David!" Blackburn called. "Your grandfather
isn't still holding my supper plate, is he?"
As Blackburn spoke,
Luis turned and started toward the patio, the tip of his cane
making thunk-thunk sounds on the
pier. He handed the plate to David, who came running up to Blackburn
with it.
Blackburn took it and tossed it into the barrel
beside the stockroom door. He felt terrible for having left Luis
holding his trash.
"Come into the store
and play Loteria with us," David
said to Blackburn as Luis reached the patio.
"I don't know how,"
Blackburn said. He was thinking of skipping the rest of
the fiesta altogether. He
would send the ice-chest key back to Bennito via David, and then he
would go into the stockroom and lock the doors. He didn't want to
see Laura with Billy anymore tonight.
"Loteria's easy," David
said. "It is the way we play it, anyway. And Grampa Luis tells your
fortune when you win. All my friends are going to play."
Luis made
a come on gesture to
Blackburn.
Blackburn gave up. "Give me a minute," he
said.
David and Luis disappeared around the corner, and
Blackburn went into the stockroom. He turned on the light, sat down
on the edge of his cot, and rummaged in his duffel bag until he came
up with the key to his 1964 Dodge pickup. It was the third vehicle
he'd owned since coming to Texas, and it was most rust-eaten and
scabrous of the three. But it ran. And he thought he might need to
go for a drive tonight to clear his head. Maybe he could find a girl
at the party who would go with him.
He stood, dropped the Dodge key into his pocket with
the ice-chest key, and started toward the inner door to the store.
But then it occurred to him that he should go around to see if the
Armendariz Brothers needed anything before he went in to play
David's game. So he turned, stepped back outside, and came face to
face with Billy.
"Jimbo," Billy said. "What say we crack open that
ice chest and see what the boys brought?"
Blackburn glanced around. He and Billy were alone on
the patio.
"Did the Brothers send you?" Blackburn
asked.
"Naw, but they know me. They won't mind."
Blackburn was dubious. "Is the keg empty
already?"
Billy lowered his
voice. "Not yet," he said. "But there's a lot of Mexicans around it,
and I don't want to start a ruckus. Comprende?"
"No."
"No?" Billy shrugged. "I guess you're used to all
this mish-mashing around. But where I was raised, things were a
little more . . . separate. Everybody kept to their own places. Know
what I mean?"
Blackburn knew what he meant. "Where were you
raised?"
"Midland. Crown jewel of West Texas."
Blackburn made a mental note to stay the hell away
from Midland.
"Don't get me wrong," Billy continued. "God knows I
love my little nephew. And that half-sister of his is a peach. But
on average, they're just damned strange people. The way some of 'em
say 'vaya con Dios,' you can't tell whether they mean 'go with God'
or 'Fuck off.' And then there's things like this. Now, why would you
throw a big-ass Halloween party when the kids are supposed to be in
school the next day?"
"Because Halloween fell on a Sunday," Blackburn
said.
Billy took off his Stetson and scratched his slick
hair. "Yeah, but it's not just a one-night deal for them. This is
only a warm-up for tomorrow, when they flat-out worship dead
folks."
"No, tomorrow's a day to pray for deceased
children," Blackburn said. "And Tuesday's a day to pay respects to
ancestors. It's no more strange than Memorial Day."
Billy snorted. "They lay out picnics in the goddamn
cemeteries! You can't tell me that's sanitary." He put his Stetson
back on and gave Blackburn a narrow look. "Or maybe you can. You
seem to know a lot about it for an Anglo."
"I just know what Laura told me. She said the
traditions vary depending on where you are."
"Well, where we are at the moment is the U.S. of
A.," Billy said. "And here, the day after tomorrow's not the Day of
Anything Mexican. Matter of fact, it's Election Day, my friend. Who
you votin' for? Bad Golfer or Peanut Farmer?"
"I'm not registered."
"Most of them ain't either." Billy rubbed his eyes.
"Aw, don't listen to me. I'm just testy from lack of beer. And the
testier I get, the less I'd rather get elbow-to-elbow with, uh,
folks on my way to the keg."
"I guess you won't be drinking, then."
Blackburn turned his back on Billy and walked away.
He hoped that Billy would follow and lay a hand on him, but it
didn't happen.
He stepped into the
parking lot just as the Armendariz Brothers shouted "Uno! Dos!
Tres! Cuatro!"
and kicked into a drumless but rousing "Woolly Bully." He went up to
Doc and asked if they needed anything, but Doc just smiled and waved
him off.
So Blackburn went into the store, then glanced out
through the windows and saw people starting to dance. He also saw
Billy come into the lot and head for the keg. There weren't many
people around it now.
In the store, David and several other costumed
children were gathered at the counter. Luis and Laura were standing
on the other side. Laura was shuffling a deck of oversized cards,
and Luis was shuffling a deck of smaller ones. As Blackburn watched,
Luis took off his hat and dropped the small cards inside.
Laura looked over at
Blackburn. "I see David talked you into playing Loteria with the
kids."
"I've been told I'm a kid myself," Blackburn
said.
She didn't rise to the bait. Instead, she held the
large cards upside-down and fanned them. The kids each grabbed one,
and then Blackburn chose one as well and turned it over. The card
contained nine pictures of various items arranged in three rows of
three. Each picture was numbered, and the Spanish name of each item
appeared below it.
The kids sat down at a round table under the hanging
skeleton Laura had put up that afternoon. They grabbed handfuls of
foil-wrapped chocolate kisses from a bowl, ate some, and placed the
rest beside their cards.
Blackburn looked at Laura. "How's this
work?"
"It's like Bingo," she said. "Grandfather pulls a
card from his hat and holds it up, and I call it out. You have to
mark your card fast, because he goes right to the next one. First
player to mark three in a row in any direction wins a prize. The way
we play, the winner usually just yells 'Bingo.'"
One of the kids said something in Spanish, and the
others laughed. Blackburn looked at David for a translation.
David giggled. "He said you can yell 'Gringo'
instead."
Blackburn laughed too, and then he took a seat
beside David and grabbed some chocolates. Outside, the Armendariz
Brothers finished "Woolly Bully" and went into "La
Bamba."
Luis reached into his hat and held up a card with a
picture of a fish.
"El Pescado!" Laura cried.
David and a few other kids slapped chocolate kisses
onto their cards. David grinned up at Blackburn. "Sell me your
soul," he said in his devil-voice again, "and I'll let you
win."
Blackburn grinned back. "Let me win," he said, "and
I'll give you my prize."
Luis held up another
card. "La Escalera!
" Laura
called.
Blackburn's card had a picture of a ladder in its
upper left corner, so he placed a chocolate on it.
"Ha!" he said to David. "Tied!"
Then, rapidly, Laura
called: "La Dama! El Corazon!"
Blackburn cried "Gringo!" and the kids laughed
again.
He had candies covering his top three pictures, left
to right: the ladder, a well-dressed woman, and a bright red heart
with veins and arteries. An arrow through the heart dripped
blood.
"Okay, Mister Winner," Laura said. "You should know
that Grandfather made up this next part of the game himself." She
turned to Luis.
Luis spoke to her, and Laura looked taken aback. She
replied sharply in Spanish. Then Luis spoke again, pointing at
David.
"She doesn't want to translate it," David whispered
to Blackburn. "But if she won't, he'll just have me do
it."
The other kids looked apprehensive, so Blackburn
gave them a raised-eyebrow, I-dunno-either look to let them know
that whatever was happening wasn't his fault.
"All right, all right," Laura said. She sounded
flustered. "Here's your fortune, Jimmy. You've been working on a
ladder. While working on the ladder, you met a woman. And the woman
-- " She stopped and glared at Luis.
Blackburn looked down at the heart with the bloody
arrow through it. "Never mind," he said. "I get it."
His prize was a chocolate coffin, which he handed to
David. A deal was a deal.
Then Luis began
pulling cards from his hat again, and Laura called out, "La
Arana! El Diablito! El Alacran!"
Blackburn was astonished. His middle three pictures,
right to left, were a spider, a devil, and a scorpion.
"Gringo!" Blackburn cried again, but this time only
a few of the kids giggled.
"You're kidding," Laura said.
David looked at Blackburn's card. "Nope, he's got
'em."
Luis spoke to Laura again, and Laura cleared her
throat. "A spider builds a web to catch the devil," she said. "But a
scorpion stings the spider."
"Huh?" Blackburn asked.
"Hey, I don't make the news," Laura said. "I just
report it."
The prize was a sugar skull decorated with pink
icing. Blackburn handed it to the little skeleton-girl on his
left.
Luis drew more cards.
"El Mundo! El Soldado!
La Muerte!"
This time Blackburn said "Bingo," because he didn't
think "Gringo" would be funny again.
"Bingo" wasn't funny either. The kids all stared at
him. But there were the pictures on the bottom row of his card: The
man with the world on his shoulders. The soldier standing guard. And
the skeleton carrying a scythe.
Luis told Laura the fortune.
"Hoo boy," Laura said, but then she translated.
"Your burdens will be heavy. But you will bear them because you are
a soldier for -- " She made a face. "Lady Death."
Blackburn looked at Luis. There was no hint of
playfulness in Luis's eyes.
"Okay, then," Blackburn said. He stood and looked
down at David. "I'll see you later."
David was disappointed. "Aren't you having
fun?"
"You bet," Blackburn said, tugging on one of David's
horns. "But I think I've won enough for tonight, don't
you?"
He started for the door then, but Laura stopped
him.
"Don't forget your prize," she said, holding it
out.
It was a small plastic
skeleton holding a scythe. Except for the elastic loop in its skull,
it looked just like the last picture on Blackburn's winning
Loteria card. He put it in
his pocket with the Dodge and ice-chest keys, then nodded to Luis
and went out.
The Armendariz Brothers had turned "La Bamba" into
"Twist and Shout," and now they were starting "Johnny B. Goode,"
singing some of the lyrics in Spanish.
"Y'know, I think maybe we could use a drummer after
all," Bennito shouted as Blackburn went by. Bennito was playing
bass.
"Can't help you," Blackburn said. "If I hit
something, it falls over. Need a beer?"
"Not yet,
vato."
So Blackburn went on through the crowd to where the
paved lot gave way to packed dirt. This was where most of the cars
were parked. Blackburn's Dodge was out here too, off at the edge,
pointing toward the lighthouse.
Blackburn looked around to be sure no one else was
nearby, and then he dug out his Dodge key and let himself into the
truck. It smelled musty and oily in here, but he liked it. He lay
down on the bench seat and reached up under the console where the
radio guts would have been if he hadn't ripped them out. The radio
hadn't worked anyway, and in its place now was a metal shell on a
bracket, hidden from the front by an old faceplate and
knobs.
The bracket was fitted with wing nuts. Blackburn
spun them off, caught the shell on his palm, and brought it out onto
the seat.
Inside the shell was a package held down with duct
tape. Blackburn tore off the tape, then opened the plastic bread
sack and pulled out a cloth bundle. He looked out the Dodge's
windows one more time to be sure no one was watching, and then he
unwrapped the Colt Python he had taken from Officer Johnston on his
seventeenth birthday.
After killing Johnston and the wife-beater, he'd had
only two .357 Magnum cartridges left. But last spring he had bought
seven more from a co-worker near Harlingen. So now there were five
in the Python -- with an empty chamber under the hammer -- and four
extras in a baggie. Blackburn thought about it for a moment, then
put everything except the Python under the seat. Five would be
plenty.
He loosened his belt a notch, pulled his shirt from
his jeans, and tucked the Python into his waistband at the small of
his back. It would be uncomfortable, but no one would know it was
there. His shirttail would cover it.
Blackburn got out of the Dodge and fished out the
key to lock it. But the key didn't fit, and then he realized that it
went to the padlock on the Armendariz Brothers' ice chest. He rubbed
it between his fingers for a moment, then put it back into his
pocket and found the Dodge key stuck in the plastic skeleton's
ribs.
He locked the truck and returned to the
party.
#
A few hours later, Blackburn was leaning against the
wall behind the Armendariz Brothers, watching Laura and Billy dance
to "Time Is on My Side." And although it wasn't fun to watch, the
truth was that Billy didn't seem so bad now. He had gone to the keg,
talked to folks, shaken hands all around, and brought food to Laura.
Maybe he really had just been "testy" before. It was possible.
Blackburn didn't want to be unfair.
When the song ended,
Billy headed for the keg again, and Laura went over to the band and
told David it was time for him to go to bed. David had been sitting
in with the Armendariz Brothers ever since he had won
a Loteria game with El Tambor, El
Musico, and La Estrella
. Luis had said
that this meant David would play percussion with fine musicians and
become a star. And then he had surprised David with an old steel
snare drum, a stand, and drumsticks. David had run outside with
these treasures, and the Brothers had let him play. Blackburn
thought he had sounded pretty good most of the time.
But now it was almost 11:00 P.M., and David had gone
as far toward becoming a star as he could go in one evening. Laura
put a hand on his back and steered him toward the house as Billy
walked up, empty-handed.
"Keg's empty," Billy said.
"Oh-oh," Doc said. He looked over his shoulder at
Blackburn. "Sounds like the band might need the Chief of Security to
implement emergency procedures."
Blackburn got the message. He pushed away from the
wall and started around back again. As he did, he watched Billy,
Laura, and David heading up the gravel path to the front door of the
house. David was tuckered out and his tail was dragging, but he
waved good-night to Blackburn. Blackburn waved back.
Then one of the ladies at the food tables called to
Laura for help. So she gave David a kiss and dashed back to lend a
hand. Billy and David continued on to the house, and Blackburn
continued on to the patio.
When he came around the corner, he saw Luis sitting
on the giant metal ice chest. He seemed to be dozing. And as
Blackburn was trying to think of a polite way to wake him, all three
Armendariz Brothers came around the other end of the
store.
"We just thought of something," Chico
said.
"We brought bottled beer," Bennito said.
"And we don't have an opener," Doc said.
The back of Blackburn's neck tingled. "I'll bet
there's one in the store."
Now Luis raised his head, and Blackburn could see
that he hadn't been dozing at all. He raised his cane and pointed at
Laura's house.
"Good idea," Chico said. "Would you go look for a
bottle opener in the house, Jimmy?"
"Luis says Laura won't mind," Bennito
said.
Luis hadn't said a word. But he was still pointing
at the house, and he was looking at Blackburn.
"All right," Blackburn said. "I'll go find an
opener."
"Good man," Doc said.
Blackburn turned and walked off the patio, then cut
across the scrubby grass to the gravel path. Once there he glanced
back. Luis and the Brothers had gone around to the front of the
store, leaving the ice chest alone on the patio. Beyond the patio,
the pier was a dark finger pointing into the Laguna Madre, and heat
lightning was flashing in the sky over South Padre.
By the time Blackburn reached the house, the
Brothers were playing "Sympathy for the Devil" behind him. Someone
was drumming on the snare as if he had been doing it all his
life.
The music echoed from the house's walls and eaves,
and Blackburn didn't hear a sound from the front door as he opened
it. He went inside and closed it behind him, and it made only a soft
click.
The house was dark. He had thought that Billy would
turn on some lights when he came in with David. But the only light
Blackburn could see was a blue glow from the hallway entrance to his
right. It was from the night-light in David's room.
It was enough. Blackburn had been in the house many
times and knew his way around. The kitchen was straight back from
the front door, and that was where he would find a bottle opener. He
took two steps and came abreast of the hallway entrance. Then he
stopped.
He had heard David sob. And now he heard the smack
of an open hand on skin.
Blackburn had a quick thought of his old man. And
then of Officer Johnston and the man in the Ozarks. And then of
something else.
He stepped into the hallway, and three more steps
brought him to the door to David's room. It was halfway open, and in
the blue glow Blackburn could see David in his little devil costume
sitting on the edge of the bed. He was looking at the floor. He was
sniffling.
Billy stood before him. He reached out and touched
David's wet cheek, and David flinched.
"It's all right," Billy said. His voice was
soothing. "It's just a secret, that's all." And then his hand moved
to his big brass belt buckle.
Blackburn reached in and flipped on the overhead
light, and Billy's hand jumped up to his chin. He scratched his
stubble and squinted at Blackburn.
"Jimmy," Billy said. "I'm tryin' to put this boy to
bed. That light's not gonna help."
Blackburn looked at David, and David looked back at
him. Neither of them said anything.
"Why you here, anyway?" Billy asked.
Blackburn looked at Billy and smiled. He reached
into his pocket and brought out the key to the ice-chest padlock.
"I'm tired of waiting for them Armendariz Boys to say I can open
their beer cooler," he said. "So I was hopin' you'd be my partner in
crime."
Billy smiled back. "Now you're talkin'," he said.
"You go get 'er open, and I'll be along in a minute. I still got to
get this boy to bed."
Blackburn looked back at David. "You can get
yourself ready for bed, can't you?" he asked. "And you can do it
just the way your sister would tell you to, right?"
David nodded. "I
promise." His voice didn't quaver. He was a macho guy.
Blackburn admired him.
"There you go," Blackburn said to Billy. "Let's get
us some beer."
Billy's jaw worked for a few seconds as if he were
chewing something. But then he grinned. "All right, pardner." He
left the bedside and stepped past Blackburn into the hallway.
"Goodnight, little cowboy," he said over his shoulder.
David didn't answer Billy. Instead, he looked up at
Blackburn. His eyes looked just like his grandfather's.
"Goodnight, Jimmy," he said.
"Adios, David."
Blackburn followed Billy outside and along the path
that led to the store. From there, he could see both the patio
behind the store and the parking lot in front. No one was on the
patio. And the party out front had thinned, but the people who
remained were all dancing as the Flying Armendariz Brothers finished
"Sympathy for the Devil." Luis was playing the snare, and he kept
playing after the end of the song. So the Brothers started another.
It was a Cream-like version of "Crossroads."
Everyone kept dancing. Blackburn could see Laura
spinning and laughing in the midst of the revelers, and he wanted to
go to her.
Instead, he cut across the grass with Billy and went
to the ice chest on the patio. He unlocked the padlock, removed it,
and opened the lid. The patio floodlight gleamed from mounds of ice
and from the clear glass longnecks and golden beer of a hundred
bottles of Corona.
"Hot damn," Billy said. "We done struck the mother
lode. You got an opener?"
Blackburn pulled a glistening bottle from the ice
and then stepped back to let Billy get to the chest.
"Yep," he said. "I got an opener."
Billy stepped in front of Blackburn and squatted at
the ice chest, rolling up a sleeve. "Now, Jim, I don't know what-all
you heard at the house just now, but I hope you don't think I'm too
strict with that nephew of mine," he said. "Thing is, it's startin'
to look like I might have to be his uncle and his daddy too. And a
daddy has to exert some discipline. Know what I mean?"
"I do," Blackburn said.
Billy took off his Stetson and set it aside, then
plunged his arm into the ice and rooted around. "God damn, ain't
there anything in here but Mexican beer?" he asked.
"Keep looking," Blackburn said. He took a firm grip
on the neck of his Corona.
#
Lightning was crisscrossing itself over the Laguna
Madre by the time Blackburn tied up the boat again, and thunder was
rolling across from South Padre in waves. The rain wasn't here yet,
but it would be soon. Blackburn hoped the Flying Armendariz Brothers
weren't planning to go back to the Island tonight, because it
wouldn't be safe.
He could hear them playing a slow blues tune as he
climbed onto the pier and tossed the padlock key into the water. It
was something about meeting them in the morning. And so he would. It
was just after midnight.
The song was over before he reached the patio, and a
few moments later the Brothers came around the corner. They met him
at the mound of ice and beer.
Chico reached into his pocket, brought out a Swiss
Army knife, and snapped out the bottle-opener blade. Then he leaned
down, plucked a bottle from the melting ice, and flipped off the
cap.
"Welly welly well," Doc said. "We had an opener
after all."
Bennito nudged some broken glass with his foot.
"Looks like somebody opened one without it."
"Maybe we should get a hose," Chico said. "There's a
little something else there."
"Nah," Doc said. "Rain's coming." He plucked three
more bottles from the ice, then handed one to Bennito and another to
Blackburn. "Let's just have a beer."
Chico flipped off the caps for them, then raised his
own bottle. "Here's to a good gig," he said.
They clicked bottles and drank as the wind began to
pick up.
Blackburn drained his bottle and tossed it into the
barrel beside the stockroom door. Then he went into the stockroom
and came out with his duffel bag.
"I'm sorry about your ice chest," he
said.
"What ice chest?" Bennito asked.
Blackburn didn't insult them by asking them to keep
an eye on Laura, David, and Luis. He knew they would. So he left
them there and went around to the parking lot.
The last party guests
were driving away, and Blackburn could see Laura inside the store.
She was wiping off the table where the kids had played
Loteria and eaten their
Halloween treats. Before long she would come outside to fold up the
food tables. Blackburn watched her through the windows for just a
minute longer.
Then he went out to his Dodge. Luis was standing
next to the driver's-side door, leaning on his cane, holding a brown
paper bag in his free hand. Blackburn could smell that the bag was
full of barbecue and baked goods.
He unlocked the door, tossed his duffel inside, and
climbed in after it. Luis handed him the paper bag, then stepped
back so he could close the door.
Blackburn rolled down
his window. "Gracias, Don Arocho."
Luis raised his hand and spoke. And for the first
time, Blackburn understood him.
"Vaya con
Muerte," Luis said.
That was all. Blackburn rolled up his window,
started the truck, and left. But he had to stop after a few blocks
so he could take the Colt Python from his waistband. It was starting
to dig into his back something awful.
He reloaded it with his last four cartridges,
wishing he could have saved the other five. For a while he had
thought he wouldn't have to use any at all -- but then the chest had
refused to sink. And it had started to drift. So, with thunder
masking the noise, Blackburn had shot it full of holes.
Fortunately, it had gone under while still in the
ship channel. Most of the Laguna Madre was only a few feet deep, so
if it had sunk anywhere else, a skiff or sailboat might have hit it.
And Blackburn wouldn't have wanted that on his
conscience.
He put the reloaded
Python under the seat where it would be handy. And as he leaned
over, he felt something jab his thigh. So he reached into his pocket
and brought out the plastic skeleton-and-scythe he had won playing
Loteria. He hung it from
his rearview mirror and then headed west just as the rain came down
hard.
Blackburn was driving on bald tires in bad weather,
and he didn't know where he was going. But he wasn't going
alone.
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